Well, I was just about at my wits end...I went to my boss and told her how I was feeling about my coworker and we brought her into the office and we chatted, but I really was blowing things out of proportion, or so she said...

Anyway, we are going to switch sides of the unit on a monthly basis.  I am looking forward to it.

I am trying very hard to be nice and polite, but I am finding it harder all the time.  I have been having problems living at home with my husband, daughter, two dogs, and living in my mother-in-law's house with her!

I have a tendency to sleep in late, that is just me.  With my depressed self and all, I sleep every moment I get is spent sleeping!  So I was late a couple of times at work... Instead of suspending me which I was very thankful for, my nurse manager asked if I wanted to start later?  I didn't care.

Well now, I start @ 9AM and I had to take my brother to the bus stop for my mom because she was starting a new job for the first time in 12 years, so I came to work right after, which was 8AM-ish; She is bitching and moaning because I get to do whatever I want and she thinks that I can just do this and that and nothing is going to be said about it...

I have been employed at this job for 7 years, same floor, same position, I bend-over-backwards for them, and this is what I get?  The same co-worker that was saying all this left me high and dry about 2 weeks ago, not on purpose, but because she was ill in the hospital and then at home.  I worked by myself for a week and 1/2!!!!  And she complains because I am 15 minutes to 1 hour late, she doesn't even know what I went through that week!

I had to get that out there, thanks to all for listening...

So, I went to the head doctor today.  He says, I have what is called major depressive disorder.  I am just happy that he is going to put me back on my old medicine.  I have been asking for 2 1/2 years now and my family MD and OB/GYN wouldn't even think of it!!!  "Paxil CR is too dangerous for a fetus"!  I didn't know what was worse, me being insane or risking a baby's life?!

Anyway, I have to finish my Prozac for 2 more weeks, then I can start my Paxil CR.

Can't wait, and just in time to be cool, calm and collected to start school again.

    I am very excited that I got my acceptance letter for college.  I am not new to the college thing, but they did have me on pins and needles for about a month waiting for something to come in the mail.  I went to Alvernia College 2001-2004, no degree, but I have 106 credits to show for it.  I know, stupid idiot!!!

    I am just wondering now how will I pay for school?  I work at a hospital full-time, but over half of my pay goes to child-care, taxes, and I have to eat something!  I mean, I don't know if I can get a loan; I am already owing $20,000+ in loans from when I went previously.  I just hope something happens that I don't have to worry anymore.